i always keep second guessing myself about going to college. its suppose to be some of the best times of your lives but, it feels like I could be doing more with my life than what I am. I mean I like wrestling, and I’m doing for my career, but that is the only upside I can think of right now. I know I’m complaining but, I always have to worry about money, where I live is not the ideal place to go to college, and school is just another daily annoyance. I just really wanna stop everything and do what I need to do to be happy with myself……